Wednesday, May 20, 2009

No Mood....

Why is this happening??
Now almost all the student is having their mid-year exam...they should be studying very very hard..but me??i did study...i juz dont understand why!!wat is the problem...i feel so stress...i'm very very very tired!really!!! i studied..but i juz cant score really high marks..i still will fail..
wat i wanna say now is...can i give up??!! i surrender!!i dont wanna take exam...i lose... i hope i can juz die at this moment...why is so many probs popping out??can i juz die??i wan a peaceful day!! i'm stress up! i cried almost everyday..why is dis happening??i can't get out frm stress...can anybody help me? i think i'm a totally rubbish..i tried my very best to control myself..make myself not so stress..but it didnt work..i still cant solve it..i really feel like living dis world...i'm not dat tough!!i'm weak..very weak!! maybe i sounds tough...but...seriously...i'm not!!!i need care frm ppl!! i seriously doubt that...can i continue my journey??my future??i'm really really dunno wat i should do!!now...the only place i can release my stress is my msn friendz zone..they are really nice...that is the only place i can release it! wit all my jie jie, mei mei, my beloved daddy...and mummy...and all the members inside there...they are really warm!i can feel the warm n happiness..the only thing i can say to them is THANK YOU...
I juz feel like wanna stay away frm here!!can i migrate to a place where no one knows me??
I wan sum rest!!no probs will popping out halfway!! i seriously dunno who i am...am i still worth here?? or....i should leave...i dunno wat is the prob!!maybe I am juz a nobody to everybody...I am really very tired!!

8 comments:

-dAr3n- said...

hei!!
u so smart la!!
a u wrote this in yr B.I paper?!
u sure get full markz d!!
u did?!
dont so sad la..
every1 also will feel very stress..
not only u..
even i study sejarah..
I FAIL ALSO!!!
but i still study hard for other subjek ma..
wah~~
i wrote too long adi..
pai se...>.<

Yean Yee [ 欣仪 ] said...

haha...smart leh..
no larh for sure...
wat full mark...
0 mark got larh
haha...
en narh...
wont sad lurh larh...
got u all by my side den happy liao lorr...^^
en...u better study hard neh..
nvm larh...write longer a bit oso nvm..
i dun mind k..lol..

Unknown said...

hey..don't think too much la^^u seriously need some rest..

Yean Yee [ 欣仪 ] said...

en...thanks winny jie...(sob)
i really need sum rest...
i can juz die now...
feel like dying liao...
haiz...
really die liao...
bye bye liao winny jie...lol

CheesezCake said...

er.. u see.. asking ppl not to die is wad we suppose to say but since i also sometimes feel like dieing but that doesn't mean i really will go die or rather not the limit yet.. so er.. talking to ppl is a good way to express urself.. er... but die FOR stress is not really a good thing to do!

Yean Yee [ 欣仪 ] said...

haha...kk...
thanks..cheesezcake di di...
dun worry larh...
i'm okay..^^
its just that..
i'm not really in a good mood nie..
lol..
dun worry^^
thanks...

Jill'an said...

jiejie ...must happy a..
meimei always support u..

Yean Yee [ 欣仪 ] said...

thanks mei~
jie love u...hahaha...
muacks...
thanks for ur support^^
i'll support u too...