Will It Change??

Will it be the same?? Like last time?? Having a nice moment chatting in the middle of the night?? Or...everything will change?? Is it gone?? Forever?? I dont know about all this things..All I know is things are unpredictable...We wont even know what is gonna happened the next..or maybe we can even live till when..I'm very happy to hear the good news about you...I'm glad that your dream has come true..It's your best birthday present ever I guess...
I'm sure that those who understand what I mean feels I'm stupid..Yeah..I'm stupid and silly...Seriously things surrounding us will lead us to another person...Change to be more mature? More tough..or even more brave...Everythings that is happening to us everyday is actually giving us some lesson? or we can even say its a test specially for us..To test how we are going to solve the problems that popping out..
I'm happy to hear the good news...but well, another side...I'm feeling sad and kinda down...Everything seems to be so complicated...I'm confused..Is everything coming to an end?? I'm not sure whether its an end or not...I dont hope it will be a full stop till here...Well, maybe i should learn to let go?Let go off everything...Not to put too much feelings and time?? Should I forget about it or...I should not forget? Its hard to make decision..But I have too..I'm still doubt about it...I need sometime to let my mind rest down and think properly what I should do...
I'm writing this not to comment about anything...Is just to express my feelings and also my thinking...