Canceled

I supposed to go to Genting yesterday for the My Fm thingy but at last due to the transport problem, so it was canceled. Nevermind, I was absent to school yesterday too. Who wants to go to school to STUDY on a saturday which you can wake up late due to sleeping late in the middle of night on friday and during the saturday you can do your stuff in a lame mode.. lolx.. Perhaps, for another reason maybe Im into CNY mood already? haha.. Im sure everyone is still busy buying clothes and stuff for their CNY ryte? or only me? XD Anyway, I bought a bag yesterday. It was white in colour. I feel it was nice and yeah~ I bought it without doubt.
Recently busy with homework! Goodness the homework its like coming to me non - stop! I feel like Im gonna die sonner or later. I feel so stress~ Sorta like I cant breathe anymore. No time for everything! The time is like not enough. When I met works that I dont know how to do..Worse~ Sometimes feel like why am I so stupid? lolx..Or maybe Im just so useless? Hmm~ I can only answer you I dont know. Even at times I see my friends so hardworking they can understand what teacher teach easily..I'll ask myself I'm not hardworking enough? or I become even more stupid compare to last time? All this question will appear in my mind. I always ask myself " Can I really study hard? " "I can achieve what I want? ". I envy those people that can get good results! I envy their smartness~ But can I do that? I really do hope I can get good results..I really trying my best..
Its like I got lots of stuff to think to consider...but I dont know what is that. Everything is coming at the same time. Im tired..Very tired..Its all mixed. I do wish I can overcome it. But I feel that I cannot lurh..Maybe it has reach my limit?