Its just like a blink of eye and another year has pass..Well, Im 17 this year and uh huh having Spm. Everyone is like whoa~ 17 liao..Spm lorr?? Study hard man..Yea yea.. I know and of course I will study hard for it..It related to my future..lolx..Anyway, I have make my decision yesterday :)
I'll put all the problems a side and concentrate on my studies. Im thinking what subject I should drop. Im not good at studies. ( Sad :( I always envy my friends..Why are they so smart and Im not?? ) Ah!! Dont care whose smarter.. As long I've did my best and that's enough. What for comparing here and there? Wasting time.. Like old grannies comparing here and there..Which is better then which..lolx..1 of my aunty ask me yesterday while we was in the car.
She : Whoa, yean yee you're having spm this year lor?
Me : Yea~ hehe
She: So what you plan to study after having your results?
Me: Err, Mass Comm? ( I know what she's gonna say next..and yeah~ what I guess was true * proud* )
She : Mass Comm arh?? Err...Got future meh?? ( See!! Everyone says so.. * Speechless* )
Me: Err.. Dont know..hehe * speechless*
Forget bout it.. I dont think only my aunties dont support me studying Mass Comm..Perhaps my dad also dont allow..As he says, College fee is burdening and the most important point was Mass Comm has no future * FAINT* Another ridiculous point was..Err..Girls arh..Study so much..Next time also must marry then take care of child. Study so much also taking care of children nie marh~ Oh dad!! You're wrong! If your daughter ME is lucky then NEVERMIND..Can become 'siu nai nai" What if, I unlucky * touchwood* marry to a guy that is average? Then I must work marh~ And another point is.. As long as I love him and he loves me..I dont care to work of have an average life :) Of course everyone hope to marry a perfect guy~ Treats you good..Dont need to worry bout anything..Who dont want ryte? Tsk tsk...Okay, dont talk bout this..
Well, for my other problem..Like "that one"...He's really really important to me..Hmm, I think properly liao loo~^^ No matter what is his decision. I'll still support him till the end ;) Even if he didnt notice me supporting him or what. I'll still support him by myself..Be his guardian angel^^ I sacrifice myself.. Always by his side when he need me..May him happy..If you really like someone, you dont need to have him..As long as he's in a great of health, safe, happy with his life, success in his future, found his princess, found what he really wants and what he really needs. Its enough..Im happy with everything :) Hmm kinda sounds like a stupid.But, ah~ I dont care..haha..I've make my decision and NO ONE can change it..Blekk~ Of course, I will be happy every second and every minute.. May you too *winks*
While to my lovely friends ^^ I wanna say THANK YOU!! and SORRY!! Sorry if I did anything wrong :( Okay, here I start.. Thanks to Ssy Bao Bei.. I love her very much ;) Talking to her makes me feel SO comfortable :) Eventhough she's younger than me..Haha..But I still love talking to her..She's the best..LOVE YOU~~MUACKSS~ *hugs*
Next, thanks to Xiao Yi Bao Bei Mei Mei, Van Van Jie, Snow Mimi, Mei Xin Jie, Pying Jie, Candy Bao bei. You all are the best to ^^ Everytime when Im down..Having problems and stuff..You all will also always by my side :) You guys will share your problems to me too and also sharing your experience to me..Snow mimi share alot of her study experience to me~ hoho..thanks.. Muacksss..
Thanks to a bunch of my "hou ji mui" Jess lao gong :P, Daren Kor, Cheesezcake Didi, Winny Jie, Theng Kor, Jac, Miss Vvon!!! My beloved~ hahaha... Rene~ Li Peng~~ Wei Xin, Vanny Ke Xin and and who else? omg..kinda sudden..I cant remember..haha..Thanks for everything! Especially those touching words~~ Supporting me all the time~ Care bout my recent update..Giving me opinions..Helping me with lots of stuff..Sharing secrets..Outting..Those siao-ness.. Laughing like hell...hahaha..Those were nice moment..I cant forget it..haha...Hope we can have the same moment eventhough after school reopen..
Thanks to my family members especially my Darling Mummy!! Thanks for everything!! Sharing experience~ Sharing feeling~ Sharing opinion~ Sharing the fun and lots more~ Happy to have you as my mum~ You're the best! You're a great mum ;) Thanks to my beloved popo, daddy, my aunties, my uncles and my cousins..Giving me great stuff and happiness..
Lastly, thanks to everyone who helped me alot..I appreciate all of you~ To those whom I forget to list..hehe...I apologize to you..Too many lurh marh~ :( But no worries.. I wont forget you guys~ Cause each of you was nice ^^Tomorrow is going back to school~ Sad :( Hmm, its my very last year too!! I'll appreciate everything in this 2010 :) For those memories in 2009 of course! I wont forget..Its too hard to forget..But I'll still save it to my memory and continue a new story in this 2010!! Lastly ( this one really last liao!! ) May all of you have an awesome year.. I'll end here~ Talk to much d >.<"
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