Poooooooooossssssssssiiiitive

I've been giving up on myself for around a month. :0 Yes, first time in my life having such a bad condition. So dull, so negative thinking, so lazy, so miserable and lots more bad stuff.. I've been slacking around, i've been thinking that there's no hope for me, im not going to success in my life, im a failure, im having emo mode all the time,i skip meals, i cried almost every night and I am so so so down! All this is running in my mind. How stewpid ryte? LOL! Im " proud " of myself too..haha..I wonder how i did that for a month! Not to forget, for almost the whole month, my friends are worrying about me, scolding me, helping me, supporting me and listening to my craps.I feel so bad and sorry now for being like that all this while :X Forgive me my babe~ :( 

Somehow, after a month! I realised that I cannot continue being like this..It is so wrong to do all this..Haha! I am going to start my new life for now :) I will change a brand new thinking and do what I should do now. No more slacking around like a stewpid creature! My battery is fully charged and I am ready to face each and every problems that occur :) 

I apologize to all my darling friends and babe~ I am so so so sorry for the whole month >.<" Please forgive me :) I promise that I wont be like that anymore. Thanks for all the support and scolding XD I appreciate each and every word that you guys gave me ♥ I couldnt describe how much you guys are important to me because our friendship cannot be describe with words :) You guys meant alot to me! Friendsss forever :D

No worries people, I know what I should do now and Im working hard for my future. I will do my best in every single stuff no matter how hard it will be! I will be a success girl, lady and woman ;) Just watch me to be success! But before success, hellllloooo can ma sickness go away first? Im having sorethroat and Im sneezing non-stop!! * hatchuuuu~  * 

不管未来的路有多难走，我一定会坚持到底 ！因为我相信我一定会成功 ♥♥  

我可以的！加油！