Should I let go?

Should I let go of you??!! I know I am stupid for not letting you go! I'm blaming myself for so STUPID and SILLY!! I tried my very best not to think about you at all...I thought I get to did it..I even feel happy that I can slowly forget you...but..Why??? Why i will feel sad? Why I will miss you? Can I dont miss you? I think its a wrong decision to fall for you..Am I right? I'm silly because I know its impossible but I still continue..continue to fall for you..
I never thought that my love to you is deeper then what I think it is...At the beginning, I manage to control myself..but things getting different day by day...When I notice that..Its already too late...I cant stop the feeling..I'm really wrong..Wrong that I have the feeling towards you..Now, the only thing I can do is...Try my very best to Stop this feeling...I know we are impossible...
My friends telling me to try..Try to love you...Dont stop this feeling..Continue it..but..Can I? I'm not sure about it..Give me some time..Let me rest my mind..Then I will make my decision..either to stop this feeling or continue this feeling,but like you secretly? Or i should totally forget everything?Back to the day that I dont know who are you?
Seriously..its hard to let you go..but maybe I have too..We are impossible ba..there are so many nice girls and pretty girls out there..I'm sure that its a hard chance for me..Maybe I should stop dreaming..