Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Is That The Way You Speak To Me?

I can always forgive you for every single words that you said that might hurts me. I can forgive those words that you hurt me before..I can also forgive you that you wants to know my ex from me..I can even forgive you for using me to lie to your family..Finally, not for this time..because you extended my limit. You can speak out what ever you feels like.But do you ever think before whether you're speaking in the right time or either right condition? If yes, I could accept..Of course, its your freedom to say who ever you like and I got no comments on anything!But not talking to me about my sensitive issue. If you accidently touch the limit line of mine.I can forgive you for the 1st time or either 2nd time, because you're my friend..But you went ahead continue like that's a fun thing to do.Im sorry, I couldnt accept!  I can just shut my mouth and smile if you're talking bad bout me or other stuff but not stuff about the person that is important to me! Like my parents and friends!  Those few sentence that came out from your mouth might be normal but not to me.I was really shock when you speak like that to me..I was stunt when I heard you saying that.How I wish the person will not be you who speak like that to me..How I wish I was dreaming..I thought you do understand how I feel and what I think..But nahh, Im too over-predict you..
To be honest, I started to hate you more now. You have changed.Not the last time anymore. Why will it be like that? We used to be kinda good friends...We do share stories or either feelings last time.We give opinions for each other..Why is this happening now? I tried to forget what you have said to me but, Im sorry..those conversations just pop out from my mind when Im trying to forgive you..I will not stop talking to you, I will not ignore you..we can still laugh for funny converstations but we are just normal friends..No more sharing stories, no more talking secrets..You really hurt me deeply..I feel so dissapointed to you..Please think twice whether you will hurt people or not before you say something and please watch your words..Besides this, seriously Im kinda grateful now for not going " there " so early..Enough said?

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