Hmmm....

Good question.What is stopping ME from being ME? Im actually doubting myself too.

What i actually wants? 

What i actually need? 

What i actually hope to be? 

What i actually dream for?

What i actually shall be living like?

What i actually should have done? 

and lots more of  " what i actually... " to go~ 

Im thinking everyday what i shall do, what i am doing now, why am i being like that, and where's the dream that i wish to fulfill, but i couldnt get the answer that really satisfied me for what i really want for now and also for this moment! Im lost... I couldnt find the right path back.I just dont know what i wants! Why is me being so lost? I hate being like that! Do you think i love myself being like that like what you people see? 

NO!

I am such a failure. I cannot face myself being like that too. What else about friends thinking? I bet they do think im a failure too. They shall be thinking that im a useless creature. Perhaps, yes~ i am.. 

Dear God, would you please guide me to the correct path? 

 I wants to be me, myself.

A confident girl that knows what decision to make and a girl that works hard and aim high for her future. 

I wants to success as a girl, a lady and a woman in my future life.

I believe miracles will happen when i'm working hard for it.

I believe, tomorrow will be a better day than today,

I am looking forward for my future because,

 

I believe i can change my life.=)