Diaries of 2009

Today will be the last day of 2009 ~ I'll go countdown with my family every year..But for this year, I dont think I'm going anywhere for countdown..I'm kinda down for this few days.. It happened alot of things that I didnt expected.It make me happy and also sad. I cried everything out the in the afternoon. That was the 2nd time I cried like this. 4 months before I cried for that and 4 months later I cried for the same "thingy". ( Well, maybe you guys wont understand but yeah~ that's the point..I dont wanna let people know I cried for what "thingy" ) My heart still feeling weird..I just dont know why. I thought everything has gone? Everything has faded? No! I'm wrong..It never faded..Never gone..It is still staying deeply inside..Very deep~ It has locked itself inside..The worse part was, the key has lost and gone~ So I have no idea to unlock it..I've tried to unlock it with other way but too bad..It seems that those was not the right way to unlock it..Maybe I'm just so useless. I'm trying hard now..To unlock it..or perhaps, just forget everything.
Anyway, I went and visit Snow mimi's blog before I blog..Her new post was about what she did for the whole year in 2009. At that moment, everythings that I do just came across my mind. Sad & Happy stuff. I even felt how stupid I was doing mad stuff with friends. haha.

On the January:
we was arranged to either science stream, art stream or accounts. I was so worried that I will be entering the last class. Then the teacher announced and announced. I was not in last class but in Science Stream. I have lots of friends there. I was happy at the same time I felt sad. Happy that all my friends will be in the same class with me but sad that I dont think I can survive in that class. At last, I changed to Accounts. Same thing, got friends there. And I studied there for the whole year.

On the February till June:
I busy with all my studies stuff..Exams, Assignments, Homeworks, Tuitions and also Co-curriculum. That was the most Stressful time..lolx. On the 28 of March I went Fahrenheit's concert~ Went with wei xin, and miss vvon.. Know 1 new friends that day..Still got contact with her till now~ haha.. The concert was awesome.. Cant forget how mad we are that day..hahaha..

On the July :
If Im not mistaken I know a bunch of cute & nice friends through msn because of 4 person. lolx. I was havin alot of fun and enjoy chatting with them. Eventhough, we never meet each other before but we can share our sad and happy stuff just like sharing and talking with our close friends.I appreciate all of you guys.

On the August :
This was the most memorable month for me and I couldnt forget till now. The first day of holiday I cried the worse in my life..I cant even sleep that night. That was the first time I cant sleep >.<" and that was the first time I cried for it. Ah~ I went to the My FM Birthday Bash too~ Enjoy very much :)

On the September :
Busy preparing for final exams?? lolx.

On the October :
Final exam begins on the 1st Oct..Was busy for the first few weeks on the Oct till my birthday..
Some of my birthday wish didnt really come true..But nevermind..lolx..

On the November :
I started my holiday early.. Went for a " holiday"..lolx.. I work for the first time in my life in an office..lolx..I enjoy it very much.. The boss was nice..lolx..Thanks for the care to the workers there. They treat us really nice..I wont forget you all :)

On the December :
I stop work on the 1st of December cause I decided to rest & outting with friends.. Went Rene's Hse for her party, went and see the Cosplay show wit Jess, Daren, Cheesezcake and lots more~ lolx..Went and see rynn lim^^ eventhough I was rushing at that moment..But Im still glad that I saw him.. He is so yeng!! Leng Zai~~ wakaka... :P

During the whole year~ Sad things, Happy things..Alot of things happened..Today, it will be the end of this year..I hope I can forget all the sad things and hope you will be happy..I'll let everything to God..Tomorrow is a brand new year and a new day. I'll start again with a brand new chapter. I wish that everything in year 2010 will be better than 2009.. I'll be having my spm too..Hope I'll get good results..I'll work hard for it.. May all my friends and people who are reading my blog Happy New Year~ May all of your hopes come true & Stay happy always :) God bless~ I'll always support " you" no matter what happened.. " you" must stay happy..